Memories of Love

Confusion spreads its wings

Wants to fly above

My head is mentioning things

from hate to spree to love.

I saw the sunshine

Shining bright

But now I am mistaken

And ramble through the night.

A star glows in a golden shimmer

Moon hides between the clouds

Gives sea a mystic glimmer

Fireflies they flee in crowds.

As I stand there while thinking

What all that meant to be

I tremble and remember

The time of You and Me.

A long time ago...

A long time ago, there was a shy little girl, searching for a man of who thought she would get a crutch in her until that time unlucky and boring life.

She found a man - a nice man. But after a time of joy and happiness there came the time of sadness and desperation. No matter, she thought, it will going to be better when they are in vacation. And right, they were really in love again. Some months later, the thoughts of a divorce came back. They got bigger and bigger and in the end, she considered that it would be better if both of them go on their own way and search for a new partner.

False thought - if you love somebody you cannot live without him. So she came back again. He had already waited in desperate hopelessness and was very happy when she arrived. The two were in love as they were before, but it didn't hold on for a long time. After a couple of weeks the same procedure as before their divorce began. They argued and they shouted at each other. So the girl put an end to their relationship.

Now she stands there again where she stood over a year before. A shy, little girl, searching for a man of who she thinks he could give her a crutch in her unlucky boring life...